It's time to get real serious.

I know that I want to open a store. I neeeeed to get working now to save money. I need to get this done. This is what I want to do. I read a story about high school kids opening a place. fuck that. I know I can do this. I just need to find a job and stay focused. start getting some gear and making some money recording music, so I can open up a place. I don't know where though. Hartford? maybe.

asexual-heterosexual

it's been awhile since i've written and alot has happened romantically. a secret relationship and a spark. but they are both done now.

it's been three and a half years since a girl has actively liked me without there being a catch to it(i.e. a child, a boyfriend).

That's a long time. it's been a pretty miserable time.

i can deal though. especially because I am seeing Morrissey on Sunday.

yesterday was a great day,

I actually thought to myself, Am I Dreaming?

i reach out for you and our hearts collide

it's my 21st birthday and I am stoked.

new macbook and morrissey tickets. cmon.

thats the best.

should've put a ring on it. duh.

I've been watching arrested development all winter break. It's awesome.

Speaking of break, it's almost over. I don't know whether to rejoice or recoil at the thought of going back to Hartford. Depends on how things go, and there are so many things in the air, that being there will be kind of exciting I think. So I just decided that I want to go back, if for no reason other than to see how things turn out with people and how new friendships change. cool. haha.

I'm done here.

21 on saturday.

Lump Sum

The Wrestler was so good, but so depressing.

Reminded me of how alone I am.

Now I am bummed.

For your consideration.