Who knows what's going on these days. I'm stuck in a routine for one of the first times in my life. Maybe I am growing up. I'm usually just hang around my house trying to figure out what I am to do with the rest of my life. I got a zero on an electronics test the other day, due to lack of communication, and lack of work ethic. I have to work harder in school, I have to graduate in 2 and a half years, we've spent enough money.
I've been trying to do my own thing lately, which is sometimes forced on me by friends who are too busy doing their own work. Ahhh, why do I have so much freetime, while others have too much work.
I started playing guitar again, and I am going to put a bigger effort into teaching myself drums. While also trying to dig myself out of the academic hole that I have fallen into these past months. It's going to be a hectic month.
All I really want to do is go home, to a warm, clean house, with my family, and that one other little opportunity. It's going to be nice to get a break, but after my dad sees my grades, will it truly be a break, or a search for job due to my forced dropping out of college. I guess time will tell.
Final Note: All of my roommates are growing facial hair and it makes me wonder what it would be like. Would I picture myself with that extension of my face, or would I keep picturing myself as I am now? Strange. Who do you think?
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